Unbearable Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often start with severe pain around a single eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with sudden, excruciating pain around one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical records suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a